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My heart and soul feels incredibly sad.
The tears won't stop. They keep falling.
Why do I feel this way? I don't understand.
There is no pain. Yet this sorrow overwhelms me.
What I had once laughed at, only makes me shudder and weep.
I do not feel myself...
The tears won't stop. They keep falling.
Why do I feel this way? I don't understand.
There is no pain. Yet this sorrow overwhelms me.
What I had once laughed at, only makes me shudder and weep.
I do not feel myself...
Sullen Rainfall
On quiet lonesome nights, despite the crowded rooms stifled with slumber, there are times when the rain showers over head. I'm reminded of that crystal heart full of clear acid. Yet in this moment it's more like poison as the translucent liquid swirls into pitch black as if it were volcanic sand mixing with sea water. A reminder when my heart slows but continues pumping blood fervently right before that foreboding thought. The thought of my breathe ceasing and my chest collapses and rigor mortis sets in as the fading life ebbs out. My wishes and desperation are fruitless and not worthy of such ambition. I'm just a tired soul. Exhausted with the same expectations connecting to disappointment. A never ending meeting of the same expectations. So why not give motion to another's existence. Let their happiness be an uncontrollable infectious disease. At least then there will be a bit of joy in the gloom. As the rain falls with sullen showers it reminds me of you. On days like
The Faithless Child.
Grotesque bones and feathers; bloody and mutilated as they begun to protrude from the shoulders. These wings of mine, are not as beautiful or radiant anymore as they grow, but they are returning all the same. Please... I beg of you... Don't see me... Do not see the real me... Even though...I've lied to myself. I truly believe I had thrown away my wings and halo. I did not wish to be among my former brethren. I had truly wanted to throw it away. Run away and become a simple soul that held my households safely. Alas, He would not allow that when the time called for it. When he called for me to do my obligation as His child. The duty given and made of the 3rd Eldest. My brother of Holy faith had followed me to the land of man. Since the last holy war he knew I had given up what I am. And for the first time since then, he has seen the return of my former soul. The Halo and ephemeral wings are heavily weighing upon my back. And yet the weight is natural as if it had never left.
Within the depths of the darkness.
Early mornings, yet no sleep achieved.
Even though the night is difficult sometimes. When we see quite differently.
Even though the wave of fear, anguish and anger arise.
It will come to rest at some point.
Let the peace wash over you.
And then sleep in tranquility.
I didn't ask for this
What makes you so inconsiderate and shameless.
...Getting tired of hearing the same old complaints like a broken record but each time it gets louder and louder. And then you only could wish for sound proof walls or to make yourself go deaf...
Why do I have to deal with someone else's problems on repeat when I'm not the cause of your misunderstanding or self frustrations you've done to yourself.
Why do I have to be caught in your warpath against someone else?
Why must I be the one to fix your issues; your behavior.
I am not here to make everything better and solve all the messed up puzzles in your lives.
I didn't ask for any of this. I was
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